There are days when you experience every possible feeling. Hope, excitement, joy, love, sadness, despair, emptiness, you name it. Sometimes it happens around one event, one person, one moment, sometimes you do not actually have any real reason to feel all those negative things, they are just the result of your own thinking, of wrong thinking or over-thinking. It is peculiar that it keeps happening time after time for the same reasons to the same people, isn't it? Does it mean we do not learn how to process information we have obtained ourselves, in person, with our own eyes? Do we not believe what we see and hear? Or does it mean that even though we know expectations are the true reasons for sadness, we just cannot help ourselves ahead? Or, as I have heard on the radio today, we just get lost in the never-ending search for the ultimate ecstasy, for happiness, that we lose the grip with reality and don't realize we do have plenty of reasons to be happy, if we only kept our heads down a little bit?
I have met this great person yesterday, someone with a big heart, a truly great smile and eyes like mountain forest springs. Someone you want to hold and be held by them all at once. It made me happy. Sunsets also make me happy, in that case I have absolutely no clue why.